I’m at a stand-still. I’m honestly not sure what to do about it. I have officially hit a point in my life (semester/year/what-have-you) where I am too tired to have an interest in anything. I can’t tell if I’m simply depressed, or if I’m entirely unable to catch up on the sleep I have lost myself during this semester. I have no desire to do anything. I don’t want to watch television, write, design, act, workout… nothing. The only thing that gives me a faint stirring within is the possibility of continuing to listen to an audiobook series that I recently picked up, and even that makes me want to simply curl up on my bed and lie there to listen, rather than doing anything whatsoever as someone else reads me a story.
It’s bleak for me. I ALWAYS want to do something. I have so many interests that it’s often difficult to balance them all out, or prioritize between them. So this lapse is not only strange, but a little defeating. What is going on with me? Until I figure this out, I’m just going to hope that it soon dissipates, one way or another.